Be Still

Be still.

Being screamed at in the public saga didn’t kill me as much as thought it would have.

Be still.

I finally have a picture of how things became what is is now at the place where I spend 8 hours a day – thanks to personal agenda and plots of some…

Be still.

Staring into the face of my weakness and flaws. A fragile heart, hopefully not harden.

Be still.

What I detest – being misunderstood and misinterpreted. Yes and my own stupidity too – for having to be too naive and open with some people.  How many times do I have to go through the same mess to learn  a lesson?

Be still.

I can’t remember when did the 2 words ”Be still” started to resonate in my life recently.  Maybe for the last 1 month or so?
Such a simple action.
It’s been a long time since I get to stargaze. The only time I got to see a star filled sky was eons ago before the beach was beautified with street lights – and it wasn’t even in it’s full glory.
Although having a limited view within the coach to Malacca, it was amazing to see the star filled sky. I don’t know much about the constellations but I did notice some stars are larger and looks like part of a pattern. (Nana was saying she was thinking about the song God of wonders, I was thinking more about God’s promise to Abraham…).
This was almost close to the real deal.

Be still is THE moment where the world fades away and you stand in awe beyond words, and marvel at the majestic display of millions of stars gathering together and shinning bright in the darkness.

Be still is the time when there was no one who stood up to protect.

Be still is the place of humbling oneself and acknowledge failure, inadquency and shortcomings.

Be still is the decision to let it go God and let God do His work, no matter how much pain and hurt you had to endure.

Be still is the posture to wait. To wait for the known, the unknown, the expected, the unexpected. Everything.

Be still is to acknowledge that the Creator of the world, the universe, is in control – He who calls the waves to crash, the moutains to rise up, the rain to fall, shaking up kings and kingdoms…
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Majesty, worship His majesty. Jesus who died, now glorified, Name above all Names.
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包容，宽恕， 放下。 (inspired by words of a famous actress…)